Monologue - Loss[The kitchen is in semi-darkness, lit only by the natural light from the small window. Allison enters.]Allison - When I get the call, I think some part of me was waiting for it. Not in the sense where you're excited, craving something ardently or desperately. It's not...no, you don't think of it, but it's inherent in you. It's a survival function, to expect anything. It's the knowledge that there's a shark in dark water, even if you don't see him.Maybe it's just, I don't know, scepticism. Probably. I'm not sure... [Draws a chair and seats herself before the camera, avoiding the lens.]He's not textbook desirable, but I really, really li